失败。。。

感情真的很复杂。。。
对我来说，处理感情比读书更难。。。
我永远都无法在感情方面扮演好自己的角色。。。
真的很累。。。
真的很疲惫。。。

爱情， 一门很深的学问。全世界几亿人口里，扣除了宗教人士，谁不在乎爱情？谁不渴望爱情？谁不对爱情有着很高的憧憬。每个人都希望能谈场轰轰烈烈的爱情，更希望初恋能成为自己的终生伴侣。但是，又有多少人能真正拥有这辈子唯一的情人呢？

初恋永远是最美的，这是大多数人都认为的。只因为和初恋相处，什么都是第一次，以致每个人都付出最好的，呈现出最完美的，这是为什么初恋永远都难以忘怀，当分手时也是最痛的。
初恋过后，当面对接下来的爱情时，人们往往会显得小心翼翼，只为了不想再伤害对方，因为这样，感情再也不比初恋来得甜蜜，来得完美。然而，接下来的感情也显得比较成熟、稳重，毕竟经一事，长一智。

何谓爱情？这个问题见仁见智。对我来说，爱情就像是牵住两人的一条线，当两人努力经营这段感情时，这条细细无形的线就会显得越来越粗，两个人就会被绑在一起越来越紧。。。当任何一方一松懈，这条无形的线就慢慢地脱丝了，也变得软弱了，不再能紧紧拴住两个人。因此，纵使是爱情，一定要有两个人相互的付出，这样这条无形之绳才能变得更坚固。
吃醋、生气、闹别扭和冷战等等，这些都是在谈恋爱时会有的情绪。酸-吃醋，甜-牵手、拥抱、接吻，苦-生气、闹别扭、冷战，辣-思念。这些感觉让一段爱情变得更充满色彩，更甜蜜，更值得去珍惜。

当有了一个情人时，这个情人不单单就是情人而已。情人的定义因人而异，但却肯定是想从情人身上得到安慰、鼓励、支持。。。情人或许这样说吧！就是当你把异性当作比好朋友更好，比夫妻关系低一些。或者就是除了家人以外，和他或她的感情是最好的。

当有了情人就要好好珍惜，别等到失去的时候才躲在一个角落哭泣。到那时就算你又跪又求的，他或她也不会再回头了。珍惜眼前人，好好对待他或她。爱一个人不是等对方为自己付出，而是自己要为对方付出多少。当你越爱一个人时，为对方付出的也会更多。

别在乎别人能为你付出多少，而在乎自己能为别人付出多少

初恋永远是最美

初次相逢，恋之相容

好孤单。。。

受伤了。。。。

Sick.....

Fall sick again.... headache...flu...throat not feeling well...a bit fever.... all come together. I can't afford it. Please let me recover....

Sad Day...

Today everythings doesn't seem to go on the right track... It is really a sickening day..... My heart feel so pain..... Wanna cry out.....

"Whatever over is over, let the past be the past; let the future lead one goes"

Let's recall what I have eaten..... Muahahaha....

First great meal:


See it??
My friends and I had this for breakfast before we went back for holidays last term break.
I woke up quick early 2 fried eggs....
Nice...




Second Great Things


One whole chicken I shared with my friends last Sunday...
Fortunately, we didn't finish it.
We left some for the second day...



The whole set of meal...
Delicious right??

Finally, the line allows me to post something after being worse for many days. This week is quick a tough week as I had just finished to test. Luckily today can come back early to enjoy some peaceful moment for being alone in my room.

I have had a great meal last Sunday. Guess what is it?

Nothing but just maggie meal.



Guess what is this? Guiness Beer???
haha... actually is just root beer.


This is my 2 and a half packet of mee goreng

Nuggets, eggs and sausages...

eggs is my nice work...

haha...juz like roti canai....

打了一晚的球，出了一身汗。好久没有这种感觉了。今天的坏心情也好点了，等了她一整晚，她也回我信息了，就此告个段落， 该陪她了。。。

Busying with malaysian studies assignment.... Headache...
Really tired having all these things...

Back to Normal Life

After a week of holidays, finally, everything has gone back to normal. I am back to KL to continue my studies. Gonna miss my hmetown again. One more month to go before having a long holidays. This is an important month to struggle for my studies. Hope I can do well and continue to being scholared by JPA.

Yesterday was a nice day to go out with her. Thank you. I miss you, Irene....

My New Home in KL

This is quick a late post for I have been staying in this place for more than 2 months...



Nice bed.. at least quick elastic^-^


wardrobe.. big enough...haha


Kitchen.. my friends and I have
used it for quick many times..
Mostly cook maggie


Dining room without television



The place where we have our food
and sometimes doing homework..


The time before raining where the wind is fast enough to produce sound


Before Raining During raining time


Car display (actually is the parking slots for the hypermarket beside my apartment)


Front view of my college


Nice cloud (In the plane- went back home for the first time)

Young Love

Love is patient, love is kind,
And what our loves express is true.

No amount of tragedy can tear

Or break the love I have for you.

Time has healed our many wounds,

But has not erased the memory.

But we'll hold on, we'll stay together.

We will get through this, you and me.

Though we are young and still learning

About ourselves, our world today,

In my heart, I'll always love you,

And in my heart you'll always stay.

As days go by, as time progresses,

We will change, mature, and always grow.

But as we grow, as we reminisce,

There is one thing I will always know.

My love for you will never falter,

Never cease, for it's always true.

With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait,

To share my unending love with you.

- Jessica Wheaton -

How Much...

How much I love you? Some more how much I miss you? I ask myself... Do you know that? And why is it that some people who find love, handle it with such carelessness? Some people search for love all their lives.When it is found, why put it down and forget about it, only to realize how much it meant when it is gone? When we find love, hold on to it, celebrate its feelings, drown in them every day, be consumed by them...
I will never set aside my love. I will never look for it only when it is lost. I love you. I will show you and tell you every day. And don't left me alone, I need you...

Memories

The night she said she like me......

爱情

天下事无绝对。。。

当你在痴痴等着一个人时，纵使你们已有约定，但对方未必会和你一样。。。

别以为自己喜欢的人一定专情，一个人三心两意是正常的。。。

虽然爱要彼此信任，但你怎知对方就不骗你呢？

别把爱情当作人生的全部，失去了爱情你还有亲情，友情。。。

要记得，没有人会比你自己更在乎你自己。。。

和对方相处一定要坦白，别什么都说不知道，这样只会让对方胡思乱想。。。

爱情只是生活中的调味品，为我们的生活增加了酸和甜的滋味。。。

当失去了爱情，也要活得精彩。。。

难道人一定要有爱情吗？

其实有了伴侣只是多个人与你分享喜悦，分担悲伤，陪伴着你，照顾着你，呵护着你。。。

一个人笑，一个人走，一个人哭，一个人伤心。。。

爱是恒久，忍耐又有恩慈，爱是不嫉妒，不自夸，不张狂。。。

凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐，真的都能办到吗？

反省自己在恋爱时，真的都了解这些吗？

爱情真的是瞎的，当你被爱情冲昏头时，根本不懂自己在做什么。。

爱情有时就像场梦，梦醒时也就是这段感情该告个段落了。。。

初恋真的能一辈子吗？

即使不能一辈子，但初恋永远是最美的。。。

总而言之，天下事都要自己努力争取及努力吧！

“人的一生，全靠奋斗，惟有奋斗，才能成功”

爱情也是如此。。。

以豁然的心来来面对吧！

男人的眼泪

夜深了，周围顿时静了下来，静得连呼吸声和心跳声都一直在耳边环绕。当全部的人都进入梦乡时，只有一个寂寞的人，靠着床头，听着手机里播放的音乐。。。
首首歌曲一直重复的播放着，一遍又一遍的，他却不感到厌倦。轻轻地，他跟着音乐的旋律哼唱着每一首歌。周杰伦，萧敬腾，张信哲，林俊杰。。。唱了一遍又一遍，似呼想藉着这些歌曲让自己烦躁的心平静下来。不知何时，他的心变得不听使唤，对自己的真心感到越来越混乱，开始变得三心两意。这一切都是因为它对每个人尤其是女生都很好。她从不拒绝任何女生的要求。渐渐地，有些女生一有烦恼都找他，向他倾诉，向他发泄，而他自己也习惯了这种感觉。他心感到很满足-可以生活在被女生环绕的日子里。这真正的突现了他狮子座的本性，他为此感到一丝丝的关荣。
日子久了，他对那些和他较好的女生们都有了好感。他自己也不清楚自己的真感觉了。他心里想的是希望都可以拥有全部。因此，他对那些女生都说了谎言，他辩称自己是个单身汉，间接地让那些女生们都认为自己有有机会。或许是他有张帅气的脸孔，又或许是他注定有女人缘吧！不过最大的原因应该是他自己也搞不清楚自己的心吧！男生嘛！当然是受越多女生的喜爱和崇拜越好的。这就是所谓的虚荣心。。。
回到那夜，因为自己对别的女生的态度有时比对自己的女友的态度还更好，使得自己的女友按耐不住吃醋的心情，终于引爆了心里的火苗，两人终于吵了起来。一发不可收拾，两人最终不欢而散，各自回到了自己的家里，希望对方都能好好地静下来思考。这次他的心里真的很痛，这是他第一次那么痛，他终于认清了自己的心。他明白了他的心很早已存放在他女友那里了，他已经不能没有她的生活了。她已成了他生活的一部分了。。。
听着一首首情歌，他掉下了第一滴为了女生的眼泪。他动了真情了，明白了自己的心，弄清了自己的心，他第一次需要那么大的勇气来拨电话给他女友。播了近二十通的电话后，对方终于接了电话。传来的却是哭得上气不接下气的声音。他没说什么，静静地，两行眼泪从眼珠子里滚了下来，直流不停。。。这时女生感到讶异，心里却甜甜的。他知道男生真的在乎她了。男生的一句“我爱你”化解了两人之间的误会。开启了男生对女生的爱。那晚，他不再寂寞。纵然女生在远方，他们却感觉好像在对方身边。在寂静的夜里，那个人有着另一个人的陪伴。。。