Tiredness has overwhelmed my life. Ever since I continue my studies this year, I never had sufficient time to sleep. Daily routine make me piss off. How nice if I were to give up my life? I would need to continue, there is no reason I can give up. I need to continue my performance so that I will still be awarded scholarships, so that my parents will fell proud because of me, so that I can fulfil all the promises I had made to her.
Nobody will be so lucky all the time. Same for me, sometimes laziness conquer me, internet waving its hands to me, tiredness pull me away. My marks not as good as last semester. It's kinda frustrated. I want myself who is hardworking and dilligent back. Biology is like a sharpen knife, stabbing into my heart as my first exam was just 68. Fed up with it.
No choice, just do whatever I can, I would make sure I will stand up from the place where I had fallen down. Nothing can beat me down. Is me who conquer and control the things. I am the one who will decide all the things.
Hope things will get better.
