End of my first year

Today is a day that marked the end of my first year of university life and it gave me a feeling that it is just a day back when I had finished my foundation. Taking a degree course, I was first expecting to have much free time and more relax than secondary school life or even foundation life and I am actually looking forward to it. However, when I actually went through my degree, it is totally different from what I am wishing and hoping long ago. My first year life is quite torturing and I have always been buried by lab reports and assignments in which some of them the marks is inversely proportional to the efforts that I have put much into it, making me overwhelmed by disappointments whenever I got back my work. Apart from that, I am trying my best to put in more interests towards biology field during my first year. I always had a feeling that biology does not suit me at all as I am weak in 'conquering' them. My confidence level towards my studies is dropping particularly because of biology which sometimes make me pissed off. Biology is always not the first choice for me to be involved in in my future life but I have now stepped into it and can't let go of it. Thus, I have no choice but try my best to befriend with it, hoping that I can go through my second and third year smoothly.

Coming to the end of my first year, just like everyone hoping for, I wish my results for this semester will be better than my first semester especially my biology. In this first year, the most memorable thing should be the first 0 for my assignment. I have never got zero for even a small test and it really happened to me during my tertiary school life, what a pity yet exciting moment for me (should I hate myself for feeling excited when zero mark came into my hands??? LOL LOL LOL). I am optimistic enough though to treat that as a complement as I would never gt less than zero again, sounds ridiculous but at least I feel the comfort when I got zero.

Take it as a complement when things do not meet your expectations, take it as an encouragement when things do came out with what you are expecting

Good Friday~~

Today is Good Friday, but I am not going to church though. Indeed I am feeling guilty for this has been the third year I didn't go to church on Good Friday. Whatever reasons that I gave, that seems to be just my excuses. I did feel like going but I just feel very troublesome when need to use public transport to go to the church which has quite a long distance from my hostel. Hmmm... Guess I should change my attitude...

For me, Good Friday is a gift that God give to human for what we have done on this Earth. Everybody definitely will do something wrong, however, as long as we are willing to change, there is always a hope. Jesus's death proved that God is always giving us a chance to change, to confess and to appreciate everything that He has given to us regardless of the good or the bad.

Most importantly, keep God's will in our heart, always remember what Jesus taught us and this will be a good reply to God's gift.

Good Friday, a sad day as Jesus died for us, a good day for God forgive us for what we have done

Just Some Boring Things..

It has been a long time since my last post, and there is a lot of things that I wish to express here. However, due to my laziness and my brain has not been working hard since 15 Nov 2010, I do not really know how to express much...But then, just to have an update on my blog, I will just share some songs which I feel touched and are extremely nice for me here...

Lastly, wish everyone has a nice valentines... for couples, appreciate each other while for singles, wish you guys would get one soon...XD

A different Birthday!!

This year, just like last year, I am not at home celebrating my birthday with delicious food from my mum. However, a second surprise given by my house mate and course mate which is quite touching to me... They had make me feel warm when I am far away from my home. They even planned it together with Irene which I not even knew it all. It really surprised me that night. I was totally shocked when I was at that moment.

The video they prepared, the card that they made, the cake that they bought, means a lot to me. Most importantly, Irene had taken part in celebrating for me. I am touched enough when I knew it. Luckily my tears did not roll down like waterfall. XD

It was indeed a memorable birthday for me. May be not a great one, but is definitely a touching one. A simple celebration is meaningful when your loved one, and your friends were involved in it. Thanks to her for giving me a different kind of birthday even though she was not with me. But, that is enough for me. I appreciate it.. =P

Results

Results is out!!!!!

Finally, I got my results and I am quite satisfied with it even though it is not a superb results.

For me, I am really fine with it. Thank God!!!

By seeing the results, I also found out that my GPA is 4.00. That's something new for me!!!!

It's great!!!

The happiest thing is that I managed to get a good result for my biology!!!

Wootssssss!!!!!

Course: MONASH UNIVERSITY FOUNDATION YEAR (3650)
Year	Unit title	Credit points	Mark	Grade
2009	ENGLISH PART A	6	81	HD
2009	CHEMISTRY PART A	6	85	HD
2009	MATHEMATICS PART A	6	95	HD
2009	ADVANCED MATHEMATICS PART A	6	92	HD
2010	ENGLISH PART B	6	84	HD
2010	BIOLOGY PART B	6	94	HD
2010	CHEMISTRY PART B	6	91	HD
2010	MATHEMATICS PART B	6	96	HD

Grade point average (GPA) and Weighted average mark (WAM)
Course	GPA	WAM
MONASH UNIVERSITY FOUNDATION YEAR	4.00	89.75

手机的甜蜜

一部手机，

最简单的信息功能，

却让一对远距离恋爱的情侣近在咫尺。

一封哦、喂、嘻嘻、哈哈。。。

带来了无限的甜蜜与欢乐。

我爱你、我想你。。。

都一一用信息来表达了。

一封封的信息，

也透露了自己的心情，

远方的情侣也因而感受到自己的心情，

信息的力量无可限量。

回忆一封封的简讯，

脸上不自觉露出了一丝笑容，

很温暖，很温馨，

感觉她就在身边。

一次次的约会、约定，

都印在简讯中，

反复地回看，

甜蜜的画面都呈现在脑海中。

爱情，

可以很甜蜜，也可以很压力，

好好地对待自己喜欢的人，

别让她受伤，

爱她、疼她、呵护她，体谅她，

这都是常常听到的，

可有多少人能真正办到呢？

争吵、冷战、闹别扭，

这都会发生，

体谅、珍惜、了解、

却常常被忽略了。

爱情，

得来不易，

当你愿意为了一个女生放下一切，

好好珍惜她吧！

比想像更想你

离开她有两个星期了。。。

对她的思念慢慢占据了我的一切。。。

好喜欢和她在一起的时光。。。

因为一切都变得很不一样。。。

心是甜蜜的，

人是开心的，

爱是零距离的。。。

...

好想好想。。。

回到吉隆坡快一个星期了。。。

回来的那天。。。

坐在机舱里。。

望着窗外的一切。。。

脸颊湿了。。。

心里好不舒服。。。

累了。。。

来来回回。。。

人生就在这两个起点徘徊。。。

多希望可以安顿下来。。。

好怀念家的感觉。。。

你在我身边的感觉。。。

进入梦乡。。。

这一切近在眼前。。。

好幸福、好甜蜜。。。

梦醒了。。。

一切都回到原点。。。

该走的还是的走下去。。。

就这样。。。

生活又回到了现实。。。

回家

假期了，心里充满无尽地喜悦。。。

虽说只有短短的一个星期，但也蛮满足了。。。

回家的感觉真好。。。

在家时，一直都对家没什么特别的感觉。。。

自从离开家后，生活不同了，环境不同了，也开始想家了。。。

天天都盼望着可以回到家，感受家庭的温暖。。。

明天就要搭着机械鸟，回家。。。

好兴奋，好。。。幸福。。。

家，永远是最美的。。。

Stress

Stress!!!!!
Again, don't know what happen to me...

Suddenly feel very down...

Sometimes find it useless learning all the things...

Tiring and depressing...

Doesn't that learning should be a very fun process???

But now I end up getting tired and tired to my life...

Sigh....