End of my first year

Today is a day that marked the end of my first year of university life and it gave me a feeling that it is just a day back when I had finished my foundation. Taking a degree course, I was first expecting to have much free time and more relax than secondary school life or even foundation life and I am actually looking forward to it. However, when I actually went through my degree, it is totally different from what I am wishing and hoping long ago. My first year life is quite torturing and I have always been buried by lab reports and assignments in which some of them the marks is inversely proportional to the efforts that I have put much into it, making me overwhelmed by disappointments whenever I got back my work. Apart from that, I am trying my best to put in more interests towards biology field during my first year. I always had a feeling that biology does not suit me at all as I am weak in 'conquering' them. My confidence level towards my studies is dropping particularly because of biology which sometimes make me pissed off. Biology is always not the first choice for me to be involved in in my future life but I have now stepped into it and can't let go of it. Thus, I have no choice but try my best to befriend with it, hoping that I can go through my second and third year smoothly.

Coming to the end of my first year, just like everyone hoping for, I wish my results for this semester will be better than my first semester especially my biology. In this first year, the most memorable thing should be the first 0 for my assignment. I have never got zero for even a small test and it really happened to me during my tertiary school life, what a pity yet exciting moment for me (should I hate myself for feeling excited when zero mark came into my hands??? LOL LOL LOL). I am optimistic enough though to treat that as a complement as I would never gt less than zero again, sounds ridiculous but at least I feel the comfort when I got zero.

Take it as a complement when things do not meet your expectations, take it as an encouragement when things do came out with what you are expecting

Good Friday~~

Today is Good Friday, but I am not going to church though. Indeed I am feeling guilty for this has been the third year I didn't go to church on Good Friday. Whatever reasons that I gave, that seems to be just my excuses. I did feel like going but I just feel very troublesome when need to use public transport to go to the church which has quite a long distance from my hostel. Hmmm... Guess I should change my attitude...

For me, Good Friday is a gift that God give to human for what we have done on this Earth. Everybody definitely will do something wrong, however, as long as we are willing to change, there is always a hope. Jesus's death proved that God is always giving us a chance to change, to confess and to appreciate everything that He has given to us regardless of the good or the bad.

Most importantly, keep God's will in our heart, always remember what Jesus taught us and this will be a good reply to God's gift.

Good Friday, a sad day as Jesus died for us, a good day for God forgive us for what we have done

Just Some Boring Things..

It has been a long time since my last post, and there is a lot of things that I wish to express here. However, due to my laziness and my brain has not been working hard since 15 Nov 2010, I do not really know how to express much...But then, just to have an update on my blog, I will just share some songs which I feel touched and are extremely nice for me here...

Lastly, wish everyone has a nice valentines... for couples, appreciate each other while for singles, wish you guys would get one soon...XD